Went to another beach near my place today, which is not as good as the one Yulia and I have been to. Sure, I am trying my best to find myself every tiny peace of happiness.

Manypeople, yes, white people, are there enjoying sunshine, swimming, sailing, water-scooter, with their DOGs. I know, there are so many Asian girls making their best afford to melt themselves into the large pot. However, sometimes, many things are beyond your control. I can’t swim, I don’t have a water-scooter nor a boat, I even don’t have a friend who has these items. The worst thing, which will never be changed is that I’m trying to like dogs, but, sorry, once even a small dog come towards me, I’ll have an eager of shouting “help”! However, any way, I can still enjoy the sunshine by myself, with my music or novel, right? Anyway, I have good body shape to show off, sorry, I’m vain, who cares how you looks like in this country.

Heard a story yesterday, sounds like another version of “Revolutionary Road”. It’s about Inna, a Russian girl migrating to Israel when she was young. She is the wife of a man who was relieved of his employment, before, he was a programmer, and the mother of a six-year-old boy. After her husband was discharged, her family–her husband, her little son, and her moved to Canada. She studied in the university, her husband is jobless, her son went to daycare center everyday. When I was seeing that movie, I liked the main character–the woman so much, and now, I feel there is a kind of pulse, I want to know more about Inna, I think I will like her, and her family. She looks elegant, from the beginning to now.

Oh, I have a neighbor, an old and wise man, his name is Art. The day before yesterday, my landlady and I went to visit him. He has a tele cope. We watched moon and Jupiter with it. It is said, he has a minimized steam-working train downstairs, I’m looking forward to see it someday in the future.